Always discovering new phases of being pregnant and female, it’s not without everyone in their place of residence, whether they know me well or not willing to join a corner of my pregnancy, that’s a big deal … but especially men.
Have seen that page show up at several I might have taken some glass of wine or something like that, which suddenly gives me a role as guardian to me, I leave the store they come out and almost with live bright congratulations, then I will always have one name of my son when he is born resembling their own. Though I am careful to point out that he already has a name and that the child in my stomach has a father but we do not live together.
It looks like a question mark even though we entered the 2000s, and there are many who live does not seem to reach public opinion anyway, so I would like to point out that the baby has a dad in the background and names as well Date of arrival already put thanks for all congratulations.
Have everyone noticed my mood, or rather new energy …
Good! such people I want to have around me that provide ill good energy, hm right now I have a contact person who also sees me as a friend, not only sees me through the book, clearly it does not look out of the work colleagues … but that feels like man chemistry of?
I’m not completely out of my bike, I know now, but it took a while before I knew if she only saw me as a patient, then you or you are reading …. imagination, wish? Haha you have to interpret it the way you want, some other people nearby that usually go to the same place and talk has suddenly appeared on different pages where I write, maybe the poems … but okay what can not write?
Tabu … damn taboo says I’m getting too strong for the environment, we’re just allowed to stay in friendship or in other cases as a contact person and patient very sad or how?
But people like to cheat so it’s a disaster because I write about it before, so people do not need to interfere and ask for right or wrong, and there’s more and there’s another partner haha … most curious questions there … Now I’ll end up with my memoirs for today, and this week I’ll be on a regular ultrasound that will be April 27th, it’s chaos
It’s not time to look back and ask yourself why you chose what you did …
It’s about going forward and finding a set for myself and the child to live as well as possible, the beginning before birth, it has fallen so far, the person who will imagine the father digs himself into the valley of abuse, more and more he misses his own child a more normal life than himself because he puts the alcohol before his child! I’m not going to preach and pretend to be sober because I’m not but true my words I could not put myself on the bench for the slightest bit of hardship right now and just drown my fears in a bottle of liquer, in part I could predict this before. .. but there have been so many bottlenecks, I’ve taken back when people show a nicer side, then suddenly the bottle catches and suddenly the person is not like it was before, I spent time as a young teenager and later on the party day, I love the wine, but it should not take over me so I can not take care of my child who is so long in my stomach, I have made a decision to put a ban on the visitor in the meantime that you can not usually behave around me you are threatening
Dad to the child has probably created a psychosis of all chemicals, because the first digestive time passed, the father suddenly says that the child is not his, to 99% I’m quite sure, clearly we have not met all the time when he has been on his out of drugs and disappeared, and that he can not be too sure, so if you take a blood test in another case, one thing I can not forgive an adult man say about a child, especially his own, to call the child and wish it do not be his one thing you can be sure others will get to read about this, maybe more people have come out for this phenomenon … but I’d rather do it myself no matter what you’re asking for now I explained your concern about the child to the curator who attached this to the remaining, that it becomes mother’s house in the shape of worried and stressed moment when you pose a threat to a pregnant woman like me … and I also told you what your insecurity comes from, partly the last who happened to be home with me then a police officer one came by.