It collapses

Must have time for myself
It concerns me
But there are time that I need
And you deny to the
So take it as I say it
I don’t need the lockup
And I can come home when I want to
I have to run the fastest
You confuse me more than any other
I said it
And I wrote it over heaven
Why is it so hard to understand
Where should I hide it next
Idiotic when it is still open
It collapses