My thoughts

It is as much as I would like to write straight out after all the years and spins with the social welfare authorities and miscellaneous bodies, in the 17 years it has been circulating around me like a ring of fire that I cannot extinguish.
An investigation that took more a half of my life and then get it confirmed and what happened then? Nothing like before I was diagnosed with clear? Absolutely nothing just thrown back and forth and felt unsupported except at home in the security of mom and dad, but they are starting to get into years.