When do i get the chanse to breath

I break together
Very eyes on the
Write to me
And view of me
But it all flows together
And people collect themselves into a ring around me
Feels like I’m standing in the middle without a direct answer
Emotions are so much more than just a feeling
I just want to escape but know that it consists
No shame or guilt for it
Just don’t know how I’ll handle everything
Might just have to pause everyone’s questions
What has judgment to do with this
But it bothers me