Killing my own feels

Give up all my fears
Strength and weaknesses
Some hits right
But I’m burning inside
She lives so close but still far from
I don’t want to wake up and repent
Therefore, I do everything that comes my way
But most people think that I have forgotten about
Not for a second
Sometimes, people are crazy
Chasing and penetrates
But it just scares
And I just think of the where