Poetrey and music

I dont want to show

I don’t know
Tough or soft
I don’t know
Storms me a total of
And I hate to not be able to breathe
You sit almost on me
When should I will find the time to think of myself
And suddenly it was there again
There is nothing that can change my way
I don’t care about how many tries
Just want to have a minute for myself
Don’t want to spend my fun time at the cemetery