I can not say more than this

Feels like I’m going to fall to pieces

Inside are feeling free

But I can not choose freedom or not

And it feels so confused

This year would be better

But that’s what they say every year

It is such a pathetic idea

Every year, there will be a new desire

But day one begins with chaos

Hello from my soul I must have knocked in the head

Is totally gone

And excuse me for it

But I cannot say more than this