Dancing in my mind, many years have passed and I planned to find you.
Caught a glimpse of your image at an assumed friend, and all your stuff was there then.
The smell and perfume, I slipped while my acquaintance was waiting.
Maybe it was forbidden area, but I just watched and wished that you saw me naked.
… Yes it was so I decided when I saw you.
Hm … I’m not rude like that, I thanked him for the wine and went home with that perfume in memory.
Now it’s been a few years and we have spoken, written poems to each other … but want more a just a hug, you who should be so naughty, maybe with the right tactics.
I can not let this be your gaze is an arrow into my heart, those deep blue eyes.
I have been searching for the hidden treasure
All I needed was to look inside
It’s a bittersweet feeling entered
Bring lemons and I’ll take a piece
I come from an ordinary suburban dreams
New York and Miami, it will have to wait
There on the Way to the Stars
Freedom is a place for you and I
It’s funny how someone told me
I have to plan from a mouth that jumped between tracks
But I’m a fighter and I’m alive
The new modern birth to children in public spaces together with a man filming everything.
How the mother looks at top and bottom, I have pretty strict principles around this phenomenon, to take pictures of an infant child born, I see nothing wrong, or if you shoot for the purpose of enlightenment but without the face of the person who is in this vulnerable environment.
People have gone mad with this posting videos and photos of herself that even shown up in order to sexually when you give birth, and it is supposed to be a miracle even to children born before, but when they filmed the person and integrity was not all over the world. I’m trying to find a movie with sensible instruction but all they show is people and direct filmed on the genitals where she’s watching out for the first time. I am disgusted by the idea that people think it’s okay to show up all over himself in a private environment worldwide online, where several idiots do not see it as enlightenment without direct sexual. I myself have banned all filming and photo shooting during actual driving out stage afterwards is another thing but for me it is such a personal matter that should not be posted to the public.
How it was such chaos, pregnant and 34 years of age and must live 24/7 under the same roof as my parents. Every second is guarded the mother has taken on the exact words from the social, because I did not ended up on some closer place in Stockholm which was spoken until I moved into my apartment again. The idea was to stay closer and take part in the program but on an individual basis, now everything is a mess.
I can not talk on the phone without a comment from my mother who is coming? And we are out somewhere she looks suspicious towards any one person talking to me, is there any old you been drinking with? No, everyone I know does not do it, and all are not active either because it’s the ones I should have distance. Meanwhile, pregnant and extremely irritable as hell, take coal to the relationship we had before, ..eaven if there has always been control needs around me and my diagnosis creator who I am today. If you do not really take in that it is a congenital disability but I’m not retarded, the term aspberger has become so intense in my everyday life to everything else as an individual feels very far away. That I get to sleep on the couch with my stomach is uncomfortable, and to sleep in the same room as my parents is very very weird to me.
You lift me up and let me fall hard to the ground.
Let me get to know you again
I know that no one else will know about it
You’ve done it before
Why so strict right now
Who are you trying to fool
You are a handsome man
And has the right taste for dress and jewelry
I give myself up to you without obligation
I do not need your number on the phone
For I know where you are
Just a hint of me being there
Your sunshine smile makes me crazy
Just like you wrote we ran it to the other side without anyone knowing
Decorate me with your leather straps and blindfolds so …
I have never been afraid to follow you home
You know me
I want you to break this wall
Want to feel the same tingle as if it were summer nights
The pace will get you
Feels so good to see you now and then
I want to see you dance again
Let’s go inside the drum,
So we can go deep in the zone
I like an animal in the jungle
Do not look back in the old hole, I’m looking at you in dreams and wish you understood.
This time we have is precious, and you know we fit together we would make succession.
But between us there are obstacles, I do not want to take away our friendship so I remain.
This desire drives me crazy, but I survive, there’s nothing you can say or do to change that, during the night, I come to you. Screaming your name sometimes to get myself heard. Musician or book printers I take you into my world, I need a you with this energy and present. But you have not locked up kettingarna one wondering if you would accept that I do it. As long as you are blind to your own awakening, I can not do anything, just wait for our time.
Always binding and enchanting, now I can not stop thinking. Why did you look at me with the shine of your eyes. You held my left eye for a few minutes, breathing quietly, you understand that I have a hard time letting you, for I can not be the only one. But you like me låstf in this picture of me lightly dressed and in High Heels, I understand the text. Just bite me like a vampire, and let your poison penetrate me. Because I can not lose more or win, forever locked in lust and your good graces every day.
Meet my dark side of desire, the one that I can not get enough of. With the spirit of my throat, I meet his gaze. Although the whole day in a vacuum, in a trance of a gaze that can make me feel lost completely. But I know the forbidden fruit can never be present at the time so I will keep on dream..and when your eyes sparkle after more do I need to maintain control.
But it should not be that hard to just enjoy, he winds me around his finger with every step towards me.
Do not stop now, do not look at me like that for you and I know you will not.
Little charmer I know exactly how to seduce, but I just smile.
That’s all you get in trouble by me, stop please just let it be.
But have to write off me, I’m not broken but the desire cries out.
And it is human when you step into the fire, be careful not to burn yourself too deeply.
You know about my feelings and that I do not belong to you right now, so do not say my name as your sweetheart with your eyes.