Apartment display on June 22 for Sundbyberg to
tribal exchange whole ear where i live now! back to Rissne again. Most
the apartments are located in Sundbyberg which i have so far sought, where my present
situation is so say i must also stay here! With yesterday’s sickest incidence in a long time so
I tried drinking two glasses of red wine I would not have done..why? mm
still easier to dig down say even deeper in the anxiety with the help of
Deaf it. Pathetic man is that way, but when the conversations of the days are
to four walls and no answer so wheat it, I have my own decision but like
more goes automatically, it feels like a well-planned.
Clearly I know that nobody thinks it’s easier to talk
with me when i do so, who said that it would be easy for someone out of it
U.S? we all have something to wrestle with whoever does not, feels like they
has a rather contentless life too. But say again afterwards it was not
Worth the agony and the main works I had half the day today, my body is not
as it was lucky it might have been over two months ago had it
not reacted to two glasses, there were two bottles.
As my doctor at the dependent reception you said angry and
Therefore, you think that anything helps in the very minutes as an anxiety
attack keeps saying.
I totally agree there is nothing worse for me
It, and then the people around say feel powerless not to mention me
yourself when I notice that they can say nothing or do!
Mostly, this is also why I become more and more
absent to go outside the door.
Go into town a bright day as now when the weather is at its best
is for me disaster, i get direct panic and just want to go home straight away, start
just right then late, after all my days inside the city have been
mostly in the evenings and nights.
And then everyone at the children’s stage as I call it, mostly
round under the feet.
I experience and have always made people a regular light
day is more introverted and says almost half to seven in this city,
has been as long as I can remember it anyway.
But back to my own stand on box one again then two
months but know that I can not think so, I dig down more one now so learn
It does not stop well and it is over and over again in existence more one it has already done now.
So as I felt it yesterday, the anxiety went into panic, again
fool the minds me to believe it completely sick! But I don’t give up marching
began the morning as someone said to cave in why I drank those two glasses
It was worth the headaches, the money I threw out that came out of the body in shape
of vomit, vomiting from night to morning as well, is completely empty can only
Drink liquids still, purely idiotic instead of just sitting at home
and must shit which is best none of it but still.
And I can’t pinpoint exactly what this anxiety is
come off, because I have an apartment that I should be happy about, but I hate
it has made late day one, but wants something own to sleep in and possibly only
feel like going to instead of staying crowded with my parents.
I should be glad my boyfriend stops, on the other hand
He is not the easiest of the world to deal with either, not because he
have a lot of problems so way because we are sometimes too equal it feels like, which
makes that when I get anxiety and he does not say right then correct answers like me
seems to search for constantly so i get sobbing, to say the least every little thing
which can be misinterpreted as he says in a panic attack to me so it may be
a hen of a feather, immediately my control starts and when it started then
I am not the easiest to deal with. But as I said it is part of what I am
have to work with it does not go over now and not in a few weeks either, I have to
teach me not to plan too far, goals and dreams I must have but so
far as i always intended to destroy both for others but most for myself.