Realize that I have to open my heart, but refuse to cry before you or anyone for it.
I know you hate when I get that way and I don’t want you to feel that way.
When it is clear to me that I am drawn more to women a men regardless, I also know with whom I missed and which person.
That I like to fall for the androgyny in both women and men explains quite a lot, what I lived behind for a long time.
This bisexual is just the sexual and the emetional is the second part.
Rellations for me must be interrelated with the sexual and the emetional in order to make me stay.
And I am drawn to the androgyny in people thus the more feminine … even men should look a little female otherwise it does not work …
and there is no bullshit!
Someone talked well with me and said but Carina you are more for women a men, why do you have trouble identifying yourself with it … because I have never been together with a woman, is more difficult to find the right recipient among girls a guys .. and those guys I have with each other have hardly had anything androgynous … is like trying to follow the old hedex code in the family type.
Though they did not say anything about my bisexual side, there is a glimpse of grandchildren’s natural life… but as I said, it is not possible to assume anything in my life I fall for the one I fall for so is it!